After many summers of distress about the unknown and anticipation of a new school year, it was nice this summer to truly live as my authentic self. Doing what my heart yearns for and seeing the world in a different way. Unblinded by my previous dysregulated anxiety, has opened many doors. The pieces finally fit together with my new home that I call my sanctuary and being in consistent therapy has made me see who I’m made to be.

I’m made to be a lover, a cackler, and a creator. I still struggle with the creative process due to being brain washed in a linear & restrictive environment in the mental health field; it almost felt embarrassing to find an outlet. As if I wasn’t “allowed” to do something different and change my mind on things.

Fluidity has been my friend in so many aspects. I don’t think twice about changing my mind on things, deciding no, and pursuing things that make me happy.

I hope the fall brings the same abundance and heart warmth summer has gifted me.